Sunday
Release
I've spent almost two years now dwelling on an incident in the past i know well enough i could never change. I still haven't found a perfect solution to the problem i've caused, but that's okay because it doesn't matter. I do not have the power to change what can't be changed. To undo what can't be undone. To try and unravel the twisted, the tangled tales of our past and try to make total sense of it. I can't do that, so I will bother no more. In time, I will surely find someone who will make me as happy as you did, or even better, happier. In time, I will surely find another friend as good as you. I still have a long way to go in life, it's a done deal. I don't blame you for anything nor shall I ever blame myself no more. I will no longer let you control my emotions even though I know you've never intended on doing that, I did that to myself. So long, friend. If our paths ever intersect in the future, be sure to say hi! I sure will remember you, you will forever exist at the back of my mind but now is where I will stop thinking of you, and eventually, loving you.
Tuesday
25/3
What good does it do me if I memorize the whole textbook and never benefit a single thing out of it, or develop common sense and critical thinking, or living life wondering what "the right answer" is to questions that have no exact answer? So tell me one thing, just one. If i succeed and get a dazzling GPA will i end up being smart and changing the world, or will i end up being like you half-assed big people who's playing everything by the book and can't even think what's right if it's not in it?
Friday
Wednesday
Revolution Contradiction
An incident happened today at school. A group of jerks decided to pick on this poor kid of the same age. It was going on when i entered the class. All i could think of is "the hell man fight back. Beat him to a pulp". Sorry to disappoint you but he didn't do that. He kept patient. Others just stood by and watched. Some even enjoyed watching the kid miserable, they laughed. Now these group of people are the kind that are rally-active and pro-reformation. Contrary to what they're fighting for (in the rally world), these kids couldn't care less about the oppressed in fact, they are the oppressors. This incident made me think; why the hell do these people join anti-oppression rallies if they're so into oppressing? Is it because it's the in-thing? The hypocrisy within them is just- wow. Wanting to change the world without wanting to change yourself is mere bullsh. It's sickening, really. If you could just see yourselves you'd feel ashamed. You're no different than any of the politicians. All talk, no walk.
Friday
Political Rants
So um I don't know where to begin.
Let's just start by saying no matter how unclean today's politics are, get involved.
I have friends at school who couldn't care less and wouldn't even give a damn about politics. Well to them I say, hell. Do you know why there are so many legal voters and also politicians who are dumb as hell and so blind that I start to think the government should change voting policies to only be opened to kids under 21 and above 15, and making the parliament consist of only 20-year-olds. My hypothesis would say they didn't give a damn about politics when they were in school. To them it was something only grown-ups should be involved in. I partially blame this on the elders. I've been hearing so much crap from them from "Kau budak kecik kau tahu apa?" to "Ah kau kecik lagi tak payah nak sibuk politik. PMR pun tak lepas lagi" when they lose to a kid during a political argument. Exposure is really important. Exposing your kids to the political world is just as important as exposing us to the university life, marriage and sexually transmitted diseases. It's not that I don't see parents letting their kids get involved in politics, I do. It's just that when that happens, it's always the parents who are forcing a belief or interest onto their children. Sometimes it's just a kid's nature to believe everything their parents say or do and I don't blame them. One's mind must be kept wide opened to make room for more opinions and ideas. This is why political exposure should be done at an early stage. When you start to give a damn about politics, only when you turn 21, it'll make it hard for you to decide. You haven't seen what one side's done to the country. Naturally you'd just vote whatever your parents have been supporting for the past 21 years of your life. I know it's boring, I know it's complicated. Why do you think the government today is so full of crap? It's because of people who couldn't care less about the country and would just vote whoever the hell they want, thinking that one vote couldn't make any difference just because they thought it was too complicated to be comprehended. But what's worse is you joining all these rallies going against the government, pretending like you actually understand what's going on when all you know is the surface and that all you're doing is joining in with the trend which is revolution. Please don't you're making a fool of yourself.
Dome your country a favor and get involved in politics. Learn it. Understand it. For a better tomorrow.
Let's just start by saying no matter how unclean today's politics are, get involved.
I have friends at school who couldn't care less and wouldn't even give a damn about politics. Well to them I say, hell. Do you know why there are so many legal voters and also politicians who are dumb as hell and so blind that I start to think the government should change voting policies to only be opened to kids under 21 and above 15, and making the parliament consist of only 20-year-olds. My hypothesis would say they didn't give a damn about politics when they were in school. To them it was something only grown-ups should be involved in. I partially blame this on the elders. I've been hearing so much crap from them from "Kau budak kecik kau tahu apa?" to "Ah kau kecik lagi tak payah nak sibuk politik. PMR pun tak lepas lagi" when they lose to a kid during a political argument. Exposure is really important. Exposing your kids to the political world is just as important as exposing us to the university life, marriage and sexually transmitted diseases. It's not that I don't see parents letting their kids get involved in politics, I do. It's just that when that happens, it's always the parents who are forcing a belief or interest onto their children. Sometimes it's just a kid's nature to believe everything their parents say or do and I don't blame them. One's mind must be kept wide opened to make room for more opinions and ideas. This is why political exposure should be done at an early stage. When you start to give a damn about politics, only when you turn 21, it'll make it hard for you to decide. You haven't seen what one side's done to the country. Naturally you'd just vote whatever your parents have been supporting for the past 21 years of your life. I know it's boring, I know it's complicated. Why do you think the government today is so full of crap? It's because of people who couldn't care less about the country and would just vote whoever the hell they want, thinking that one vote couldn't make any difference just because they thought it was too complicated to be comprehended. But what's worse is you joining all these rallies going against the government, pretending like you actually understand what's going on when all you know is the surface and that all you're doing is joining in with the trend which is revolution. Please don't you're making a fool of yourself.
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